The Aberration…

    Story:  There it is again!   That eerie sound, what can it be, where the hell is it coming from?  I’m alone and being tormented by something I cannot see; Dare I questioned my sanity! Without ‘going of the deep end’ I’ve actually contemplated some kind of ‘dimensional shift’ occurring or invisible doorway leading to another world running parallel with ours; after all, isn’t that what they say?  I’m afraid to share my thoughts and recollections regarding the last few months for fear of being locked away! I laugh when I think what the difference is between someone who is insane and hangs by a thin thread and someone who is not?  The answer always brings a smile ‘the one who is not is published’.  My allusions and hallucinations started about a month ago, Christmas time.  In reality, two suspicious things happened on Christmas day.  I remember, we had a Christmas party, exchanged gifts, hugged, kissed, toasted one another, and eventually ended the day on a high note.  We all enjoyed each others company, and had a wonderful time; that is ‘all’ except one, me!  I had been given a small, thin, neatly wrapped gift from a very close friend; and before I could un-wrap it, it had vanished!  At first I thought it a joke.  Playing along I said nothing.  As the evening progressed, and by the time I realized it was not a joke, it was too late to say anything, so I let it go and forgot about it.  I now realize I had made a mistake in deciding to say nothing to my friend; furthermore, I had spent a good part of the evening looking for the missing package in an effort not to disappoint anybody. A better course of action would have been to  bring the subject out in the open, laugh it off,  and have a great party.  Alas, it was not to be; the small package had simply disappeared from the face of the earth.  As I mentioned earlier, I said nothing, and the matter, like the gift, had soon disappeared and was forgotten.  That was only the beginning to a strange evening.  Very early the next morning, I was awakened by eerie sounds emanating from the living room and although muffled, floating down the hall towards my lair!  I lay motionless, sweating and hidden under the covers, peering from a small opening in the blankets at my bedroom door!  I lay in that bed, motionless for what seemed like eternity straining to decipher the faint sounds coming from the other side of the door. Beckoning sounds of evil!    

 

For a second, the eerie melody emanated from the walls, then the ceiling! It was as if it followed my eyes! I must be dreaming, I told myself.  This has to be part of a nightmare!  I lay in a cold sweat, frozen with fear, nothing to defend myself with and listening to voices!  Was I being robbed by some whistling psychopath?  I lay motionless for at least ten minutes before the emanations stopped, abruptly stopped!  I lay quiet with guarded breath, intently listening for more insanity from the darkness.  Nothing, nothing more followed.  I thought, ‘what a weird night’, and after prolonged silence, I slowly got out of bed, cautiously opened the door, and crept down the hallway to the living room archway.  I turned every light on in the house as I went.  There was nothing awry, the doors were locked, and windows closed.  To my amazement, all seemed normal! I just knew I was going to find evidence of a break-in!  But nothing! I paced the room until my fear subsided.  After what appeared to be hours, and feeling a bit foolish, my bruised ego and I returned to my bedroom. After an hour of sitting on my bed in the dark and listening to my heartbeat, I lie down and soon fell fast asleep from exhaustion.  I awoke the next morning with sweat soaked pajamas and a sense of being in a race I don’t remember running!  I was breathing hard, sweating, keenly alert, and searching for anything out of the ordinary in my room.  The only thing my mind seemed attuned to was the faint ‘clicking’ of the overhead fan in its death throws.  I was sure I had experienced a nightmare.  A haunting; a weird dream in which I was taunted by the melody from hell!

    This is where my life really starts to get weird.  Since the ‘terror night’, I have experienced recurrences of what I can only describe as a haunting or some form of dementia.  Those same sounds I had experienced in my nightmare were now coming and going during the day!  I’m out of beer, the buzz has worn off from the party last night, and I’m still hearing sounds!  I have traced the aberration to my living room; more specifically, the north east corner of the room where my easy chair rests.  The haunting melody comes at all hours, noting specific, and very faint.  I haven’t sat in that chair since Christmas!  I haven't slept in a weak for fear of reliving my nightmare and now I am realizing my worst fears, the aberration is following me throughout the day!  I sit at the kitchen table, eating cereal and staring at the ‘possessed’ corner of the room; waiting for the slightest sign of movement.  Is it possible my home was built on some sort of dimensional shift, or tear in the fabric of time, I just don’t know?  Are these eerie sounds emanating from another world, or is someone trying to contact me from beyond the grave?  Perhaps I have a ghost?  Thinking back, my present vanished the same night this aberration showed up, playing its little games.  Although I haven’t been harmed, and there is no particular pattern, I swear it knows when I am home and when I am not!  As if it senses my presence.  Not twenty minutes go by after walking in the front door, and there it is, sounds from the corner of the room!  Faint, teasing echoes in the halls! How does it know?  I have tried to communicate with it, to no avail.  I’ve sat in the dining room drinking into the next morning trying to talk to it.  Instead I wake with a dizzying hangover, slumped over the kitchen table with only vague memories of a one sided conversation.   To make sure I wasn’t hallucinating, one Monday, I stayed home form work; and sure enough the sounds continued persistently all day!  Over and over, it almost drove me crazy!  I didn’t know what to do; the house is possessed by someone or something trying to communicate with me from the other side!  I’m sure it’s taking personal objects to give me clues, yet I am at a loss.  After a particularly devastating day, I just couldn’t take it anymore. I ran out of the house, drove to a hotel, and rented a room for a week.  I thank God the sounds didn’t follow me to my temporary sanctuary.    Perhaps there are ghosts?  I don’t know.  I have come home and walked around the outside of the house looking in the windows for clues.  I swear, one day I could hear the eerie music as I looked in from behind the hedge.  I felt crazy, but what can you do?  I have since moved to an apartment.   Although I do go by the house now and then, I haven't stopped, nor have I tried to sell it.  Who would buy a haunted house?    For now, I’m sleeping pretty well.  I’ll just have to keep my secret for now.  Who would believe me?  Besides I have more important things to think about.  Unfortunately, other than sleeping, matters have gotten worse.  Since I moved, I keep getting bills I don’t know anything about and a telephone company threatening legal action.  My friends keep calling me at work, even though I’ve told them to stop.  My bosses have threatened to fire me because of all the personal calls.  My friends say they can’t get me at home!  I tell them I moved out but can’t tell them why.  Besides, I’ve never seen one of them drive up to the house since the Christmas party, who are they kidding?  For now I will live with my secret.  But just for now.

 

    For lack of a better word, I will call the aberration:  ‘the lost Christmas Gift’, or better yet, ‘the lost cell phone Christmas Gift with 100 free hours of time from your best friends who can never get in touch with you!’  RJ

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